
p.i.n.k.
Welcome, dear all, into the world of PINK
Where all invited wear the color
Shirts and skirts, ties and hats
Balloons, plates and music too!
Prawns and noodles
Asparagus and jelly
Food and drinks all alike
Dressed in the sweetest shade of PINK
The elephant, the firefly
The ant and the giraffe
Merciless Uno and tongue-twisting Taboo
Who could resist these silly games?
Forfeits were created
All for her pleasure
To watch from her seat
But little did she know...
PINK panther she became
The hustle she did
Entertained they were
As laughter filled the room
Presents, presents, lovely presents
Carebear dates, fiery red wallet
Carved candle and garlic-ky necklace
All from the funky PINK people
Few loyal PINKIES stayed
Till the wee hours of the morning
Polar bears they became
Until one actually drifted off to sleep
Here she is now
Quarter of a century old
Still panthering, still hustling
Definitely still PINK.
I am so sick of it!!!!
I am on the verge of crying right now out of frustration but I won't.
I'm sick and tired of deals falling through.
Been working on a deal for like 2-3 months. A big one. To me at least. Put in all the effort, fought hard for it. Finally got the approval and then sent the offer to the customer. After 1 month, they come back and tell me today "Well, I don't think it's gonna work."
Couple of months back, I met with a prospect. He seemed totally keen. Both him and his partner signed on the forms. Done deal right? Ha!!!!!!! LIKE REAL!!! On the day of execution, I got a call and he said "Sorry, can you hold the forms? I think we don't want to do it." Even signing on the dotted line means nothing.
2 months ago, met with a prospect too. She's really nice and friendly. Signed the forms and sent to her partner overseas to sign too. Got them back but didn't send them back to me. I called up and what do I hear? Say it with me pple. "Sorry, if you can't do this and that, then my boss won't agree." First of all, I laid all the terms on the table. So what's this so-called miscommunication???
I am sick of this! I hate promises! I don't want anyone to ever make any promise to me cos promises seem so cheap nowadays. They say one thing and do another.
Nobody's word is good.
NOBODY but God. Thankfully there's still that ONE that we can count on. If not, I might just go insane!
But for now, remind me NEVER to be so gullible and hopeful.
ARGH!!!!!!!
Just slow down
I really thank God for the time I shared with my family in Malaysia when we attended my grandma's funeral wake. Grandma has returned to the Lord and I’m glad that through this, my family has had the opportunity to listen to God’s word through the pastor's sharing during the services. I'm also thankful for the rest that we had as we spent the few days catching up with relatives and just being close to one another. I love spending time with my parents especially when we're not bogged down by work and all that. It’s nice just holding their hands and ya… basically enjoying every minute of it
I also thank God for the healthy and able body that I've been blessed with. I was reminded of this when I helped out at nursery in church last Sunday. Little Aaron was there. He is this really sweet and affectionate little boy. He always gives a great big hug when I ask for one and gladly clings onto me when I carry him. Such a sweetie! He’s a little autistic but he has improved so much in the past year! He barely uttered a word when he first joined us in nursery but now, he responds to us and even says a couple of sentences and sometimes sings a few words of the songs. One of the aunties in nursery told about how Aaron demonstrates his love to his parents by helping to take care of his little brother. Aaron's parents are deaf and mute and so he needs to inform them when he hears his little brother crying. It's times like these that I realize I’ve been taking my health and senses for granted. So, the next time you and I complain about our physical attributes such as how fat/thin or tall/ short we are, let us just remember that we are privileged to have able bodies to begin with.
Finally, thank you Lord for the lovely little chats that I have with my parents. I was painting my mom’s nails earlier while she and my dad shared stories from the past. Stories about the times they shared before they got married, and also about my grandparents, aunts and uncles. It’s so fascinating! I’m glad for these special moments that give me insight into my parent's lives when they were younger. These stories should really be compiled and made into a movie! It would definitely be the first local movie that I'll pay to watch! ;)
There are so many things to thank God for everyday. They may not be anything new but if we are always too caught up with work or friends then we may never realize how blessed we are. Let’s always slow down and give thanks. It's just like driving on a road, isn't it? The faster we go, the faster things zoom by without much recognition. Remember, always slow down.
Met your old crush recently?
Can you remember your old crush? You know, the boy from your school. (Or girl...) The one that you swooned about to your friends. The one that you stole glances at to see if he noticed you? What if you were to see him five years later? When you've *ahem* seen the world, wised up, matured? You get the idea.Well, I saw my ex-crush recently. Totally random. Totally out of the blue. I think I was so surprised to see him my eyes nearly popped out from their sockets!! This may seem foreign to those of you who only know the now-me. The sane me. OH yes… those were the days when the boy drove me crazy with his awesome guitar skills, silly comments, one letter and even vote of support for me at the nationals tournament. Alright alright... Let me compose myself. Breathe... Back to the encounter... We didn't say much. Just exchanged hellos and made some small talk. Kinda sad, isn't it?
So, how's it five years later? Well, it's erm... different, to say the least. Well, certainly not everything's changed. He still looks good! (Darn!!!!!) As for me, I gotta admit that my heart DID race a couple of beats faster BUT I know that I've changed. I'm not the same girl that I was back then. The girl that had little confidence and almost lost her senses when she wanted to tell him of her little crush. Pfft!!! Madness! Don't even talk to me about it. I was definitely insane!! But hey! Thank God for good friends that told me it was a bad idea!!! (Thanks babes!! You know who you are!) So yes, my conclusion is that a couple of years does make one a little wiser and much less impulsive.
It was fun seeing an ex-crush after a couple years. Spent a few moments swooning with a girlfriend. But but but... please don't go off thinking that I've been zapped back to my school days because I know he was just a crush. Yes, he was just a crush and an ex-crush 5 years later remains an ex-crush. Sob!! JUST KIDDING!!
(Btw, those of you who know this boy, please... SHUSH!!!)
June Update
Hi peeps! Time for a bit of an update... Been a whole month. Crazy few weeks...
Went to Bangkok after I resigned from my previous company. It was a great time of shopping and more shopping. Would have preferred to go Europe but due to the timing of things (i.e. starting of my new job), I had to postpone it indefinitely. AGAIN. Ina, Wesley and Benoist, you guys have got to come visit me man! At least I got to see Aurelie when she made stopover here. The Thai pple are so friendly! Really sweet... The only downside of the trip was my food poisoning experience on the 2nd last night that i was there. WHOA!!! It was PAINFUL to the max!!! Thank God it was better the next day! But weak as I was, I still dragged myself to Mah Bu Kong (MBK) shopping centre and purchased another 7 pairs of shoes! hehe... Grand total: 10 pairs of shoes purchased!
Started my new job on 1st June at my new company. Things are going pretty ok. Fast! But at least the people are nice. So that helps a lot! Had a teary farewell at my old office. It's bittersweet. Exciting to start a new job but at the same time sad to leave the good friends I've made at the old place. It felt like graduation. Bizarre huh?
Attended my friend's wedding on 4th of June. That was even more bizarre. For those of you who read my earlier entry about my friend being engaged? Well, she's now happily married! I'm really happy for her. Both her husband and her (feels weird to say her husband and her but anyways) looked sooo happy and in love. It's wonderful. :) Was a beautiful wedding at Sentosa island. Really beautiful. So, that's one wedding down and another 3 to go this year! I should really start getting used to this huh?
Alright, enough procrasination! Time to study for tomorrow's test. ARGH!!
Goodbye for now...
While we were never close,
I do feel sad about your leaving us so soon.
But I thank God that you are in Heaven above
Enjoying the presence of our Lord.
I appreciate the hymnal you gave;
The first mention of God and
The occasional calls to remind me
About praying for my family.
You lived your life as best as you could.
Life was never a bed of roses
But you endured and
Hung on to the promises of God.
Now sing praises to God
In Heaven for all eternity.
Sit at His feet,
Worship and adore our sweet, sweet Lord.





Anyways, I guess you get the idea. The beautiful architecture in Beijing really blew me away. I'll put up more photos so you guys can see what i mean. :) Look out for them!

